Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Because It's Not True...

Why people love drama?
Korean drama?
Japanese drama?
fairy tale?
prince charming?

I'm wondering for all this time for why people love all those kind of things, as i also is a big fan of those drama..
there's one similarities among them all...
Because they are NOT TRUE..
Ironic isn't it?
They are not the realities but still people tend to love this kind of things
At least for me that's the reason why..
People tend to believe for what that is not true
Don't believe it?
Butpeople mostly did believe it. Same goes here.
Love at fiirst sight?
Most of the girls believe it that they are a person who are destined to be their soulmate for the rest of their lives.
i believe it too.typical girl like me would definitely love to believe it.
But the truth is,is it really exist?
If you could go across the seas and around the world,you could never find the answer isn't it?
But if someone does have the answer,does the answer is right or wrong?we don't know it either..
Only ALLAH knows.
Sometimes i learn not to put high hope,not to expect for the impossible and not to fantasize for the things that are beyond expectations
BUT there's one thing that keep me going to believe all those kind of things.
If you believe in ALLAH S.W.T you'll be given the whole world to believe it.
ALLAH  can make it possible
If not there'll be no Romeo and Juliet in our world love history...
If not there'll no parents in this world who share their love for the rest of their lives...
If not there'll be no Nabi Adam A.S and Hawa for their story for us to be remembered...
if not there'll be no ME.who are now writing this each of every letter to the world for everyone like me as i'm here also was a prove of my parents' love...

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Never Say Never!

きょは いいてんきだな。=)(Nice weather today,isn't it)

i'm looking at the dawn sky right now . Wish can share it will all of you . すごい きれい。(Really beautiful). It has orange and yellow colour in it . I just perform my Subuh prayer and it's not good for you to go back sleeping after Subuh,you know? though i sometimes go back sleeping after prayer(hehe..) i'm now trying to not to .

So,lets have a bit of muhasabah in this beautiful morning .
Have you ever felt like totally stupid or dumb sometimes?yeah,easy question . I bet everyone may have experience that . But this is actually not when you are on your dumb mode , there's actually a kind of situation that make you look like a fool . Got what i mean?Someone around you make you look like totally do not know a thing at all .

So,here it goes....i'm insyaAllah a biologist-to-be . So we're are having labwork practical for like everyday . we're given the apparatus and manual . Then, we'll do our experiment . When i start to use the pipette, someone stop me . ''Don't do it like that" Can you do it?" . Yeah,those discouraging words . Made you feel awful isn't it? . It feel like nobody is ever confident on your ability to handle things . I'm not saying that i'm the kind who can't accept these comment or advices, i'll try my best as they told me too . I really did . But sometimes you know, it kind of embarassing to show this side of imperfection in you to others especially the one who better than me,right?

At the very least thing that you can do is to not be a person who turns someone confidence down . If they trully trying, then just give them moral support . Don't judge them .

So i got hold of myself and gather all the confidence left and start to do it all over again . Ignores those negative advices and start to move forward . Let me tell you this, this kind of thing makes you stand back on your feet stronger than ever . Just don't trip in the middle .

if someones tell you that you can't do it, PROVE it that you actually can!
if they  belittle  you,work harder so that they'll regret for having all those thoughts about you .
fight back so that you'll be the best RIVAL that have ever encounter!

A Tribute to Mothers


  ここは ぜんぶん お母さん のためにです。私は Ummieがだいすきです。 
Those of you who still have your mothers with you,

this is something to ponder and to witness as your life unfolds.

Those of you who, no longer have your mothers with you,

this may be something that sparks a memory for you.

Those of you who are mothers, this is something for you to think about as you move

through life with your children.

Those who have no children, this is something to think about when you encounter

children along your life’s path — you know mothering is not relegated to a biological

parent only!!

The young mother set her foot on the path of life.

“Is this the long way?” she asked.

And the guide said: “Yes, and the way is hard.

And you will be old before you reach the end of it. But the end will be better than the


But the young mother was happy, and she would not believe that anything could be

better than these years.

So she played with her children, and gathered flowers for them along the way,

and bathed them in the clear streams; and the sun shone on them, and the young

Mother cried, “Nothing will ever be lovelier than this.”

Then the night came, and the storm, and the path was dark, and the children shook

with fear and cold, and the mother drew them close and covered them with her mantle,

and the children said, “Mother, we are not afraid, for you are near, and no harm can


And the morning came, and there was a hill ahead, and the children climbed and grew

weary, and the mother was weary. But at all times she said to the children, “A little

patience and we are there.” So the children climbed, and when they reached the top

they said, “Mother, we would not have done it without you.”

And the mother, when she lay down at night looked up at the stars and said, “This is a

better day than the last, for my children have learned fortitude in the face of hardness.

Yesterday I gave them courage. Today, I have given them strength.”

And the next day came strange clouds which darkened the earth, clouds of war and

hate and evil, and the children groped and stumbled, and the mother said: “Look up.

Be Brave, Allah is with us.” And the children realised, and became firm, and it guided

them beyond the darkness. And that night the Mother said, “This is the best day of all,

for I have shown my children the awareness of the Almighty.”

And the days went on, and the weeks and the months and the years, and the mother

grew old and she was little and bent. But her children were tall and strong, and walked

with courage.

And when the way was rough, they lifted her, for she was as light as a feather; and at

last they came to a hill, and beyond they could see that her time had come to return to

her Lord. And mother said: “I have reached the end of my journey. And now I know the

end is better than the beginning, for my children can walk alone, and their children

after them.” And the children said, “You will always be with us, Mother, even when you

have gone to Allah.” And they stood and watched her as she went on alone, her eyes

closed entering the next stage in life’s journey. And they said: “We cannot see her

no-more, but she is with us still. A Mother like ours is more than a memory. She is a

living presence.” Your Mother is always with you.

She’s the whisper of the leaves as you walk down the street, she’s the smell of bleach in

your freshly laundered socks, she’s the cool hand on your brow when you’re not well.

Your Mother lives inside your laughter. And she’s crystallized in every tear drop. She’s

the place you came from, your first home, your best friend, your keeper of your secrets,

always on your side; always to protect you; always to love you. And nothing on earth

can separate you.. Not time, not space…not even death!

To all our mothers. May we never take them for granted.

O Allah, forgive our parents as they looked after us when we were small. Grant them

Jannat al-Firdaus, the Highest stage in Paradise. Give them that which is best in this

world, the best in the hereafter, and Protection from the fire. O Allah, make them

among the residents of Jannah